Saturday in melb!!!! and sunday

YAY sat and another new day and also a new word of the day that was created hahha and we use it to play snap (: so damn funny..its "gucci" but pronounced gui si..haha some people cant pronounce it so yeah cant blame them but yes we laughed non stop and went crazy hahaha..


i went to soverign hill today..its this mining place in melb thats super cool..its like a historical site and its amazing and very very educational..we took heaps of pics i dont know if im gonna post them but i'll try cause i got so many..anywhos its just a really great day cause i got to hang out with rach and gabby again just the 3 of us and we had heaps of fun taking pictures..doing stupid things..clowning around..going nuts and just having fun and really relaxing and enjoying each others company..

they were looking out for hot guys that were working in the place haha soo funny.and i was just looking for more stuff to eat and check out..cause the girls there were kinda like old so its a bit scary lol..yeah

on sunday we went to this tulip farm in the mountains..it was really nice with all the flowers and everything..very pretty..and all of a sudden it started hailing after the whole sky turned black..it was DAMN cool ahhaha me and my friends didnt take shelter but instead i was taking pics of gabby and rach ahhahahaha and i also took a video hahaha soo freaking cool man..first time seeing hail..never felt happier in my life..but it was also the most miserable day ever that i had here cause it was sooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking cold i almost died..everyone was freezing to death..when we talk like we can see smoke coming out of our mouths and im not the least prepared for this weather at all i brought very little jumpers and jeans to keep me warm so it kinda sucked..but meh..i survived on hell of a very very cold night, something i dont want to experience ever again..soo damn cold..but we had a good time at night just talking again and really catching up and really getting to know and understand each other even better than before cause we werent that close but i think this thing brought us together and stuff and made us closer which is a good thing..

so yes im really tired i think im gonna sleep soon...blog about today tmr (: till then

come on baby we aint gonna live 4ever
let me show you all the things that we could do (:

Past few days in melb!!!

well where can i begin..i mean soo many things have been happening with me and everything..wow my days have been soo amazing it takes soo long just to pass funny right but its just sooo amazing (:

well on friday i went to melbourne city and finally really went around like looking and shooppping soo fun (: me and rach met gabby in the city..gabby was late so me and rach walked around all the shops..she brought me to heaps of places and yes we heard the veornicas again (: so i asked her to quickly rush to HMV hahahaha the best place ever man i tell you (: ohoh i bought this ripcurl ipod casing..shit hahahahhahaha i shouldn have done it cause i want a new ipod..now it gives me more reason to keep my old one haha but i love my old one soo much i cant bear to part it its just soo amazing and it has lasted soo long with me my heart would break if something were to happen to it..its my baby..anyways so we met gabby and we went for lunch again at KFC haha no worries man..it was all cool cause we still had fun and suff so it didnt matter..oh and our word for the day was "No Worries" hahahhaa it was soo funny..we were going around going no worries..this and that it was hilarous..

after that i met my friend mike who was a veornicas fan..it was soo cool hahaah to finally meet up after such a long time..almost a year i think..but he's soo cool..and we talked for ages and he was soo nice to buy me coffee from starbucks (: thanks heaps mate!!! well we had many interesting conversations..and there was never a dull moment between us..he decided to take me around to some of the shops that he usually frequents..so we walked into this shop and the alarm rang..strange becasue like we just got into that place how can it just ring like that..and i was like ahh nvm hahah he was like who cares anyways..the same thing happened when we walked out again but meh who cares..we didnt take anything or do anything cause everything there was just too expensive..its only cheap during sales..


so yeah we walked into starbucks just in time before the rain started which was a good thing..he told me that the veronicas were here in melb and he told me the places that they performed and he said queen vic market..and i was like no shit, i was just there a few minutes ago getting sunnys..soo cool tho haha i've been to places where the veronicas actually performed YAY..and i think the whole meeting made me and him love jess and the veronicas more..we met each other with a drifting apart from the veronicas mentality..cause we're both not happy with what is going on right now with the veronicas..but just talking about them and saying how how jess looked made us wanna like them even more..AHHHHHHh i love jess (:

he had to leave and i had to go home for dinner with rach and gabby..so we took the train back..gabby was sleeping and me and rach was like listening to my ipod and she was doodling in my book..we were suppposed to arrive at our stop at 7:30..i was like ok its 7:28 and we're at this stop, maybe the next stop is just ahead and its ours..and it was actually ringwood..where sarah lives..so i was like..sarah said she lives near my friend so i was like ok thats cool..not bad quite near..here comes the best part..when all of a sudden the speaker annoucned, the train will be terminating at lillydale and it would be the last stop, me rach and gabby opened our eyes really big..we were like SHIT we totally missed our stop..i mean like we were totally lost how funny was that..haha it was hilarious man..but we managed to make our way back and we had a wonderful dinner..it was soo amazing (:

bascially thats what happened on friday (:

1st day in melb!!!!!

Well its the first day of my trip to aus!!!! Im soo excited and im already having soo much fun!!!

im staying at my friends place, rachel and her parents are soo funny and nice and all soo welcoming..so yes my flight from sg to aussie was quite bad actually..it was a really bumpy ride and everything was quite bad and the service on SQ was alright it wasnt like as fantastic as it was before but yeah i guess you'll have to settle with what you have..so yes i couldnt sleep.. and i : can you believe it 3 movies in like about 6hours??????? well i tried sleeping, turned off the screen and everythin, even taking out my ipod and listening to my sleeping playslist and trying to sleep but it didnt work..i was soo pissed!!! So i was like pssh whatever i'll just like watch movies, why waste my time and money on my flight and not doing anything at all..i watched lucky number slevin, RV and stick it..they were all really nice..so yeah i finally arrived in melb airport and boy did i take an awfully long time to get to rachels house, the custom, the airport bus and everything..killer man, killer i tell you!!!!

So yes after that we went for yummy yummy food (: we ate at this food court, we went to get my sim card for aus and that guy at the counter was really helpful!!! thanks mate!!!

so yes we decided to walk around and look at stuff and buy things to eat and try stuff FOR FREEE!!! typical singaporeans i tell you TYPICAL hahahahha..ok so yes we went to pick this mud cake thing that had the label cake mud..i mean like seriously who has the label as cake mud when it is actually a mud cake?hahaha..and we were so fussy..choosing cakes that actually looked perfect and making sure that the icing on top of the cake was perfect..not like a single line must go out of a place and we took a long time to decide..

After that we started walking around and we walked past this shop called westco and they were playing 4ever haha i was soo happy and i asked rachel if we could go in and listen to the song..and she said yes (: they were actually playing the whole album..how cool is that man!!!!!

we were tired so we started walking home..now this where the really interesting part starts to happen now..so we were walking walking walking, and all of a sudden, rachel stops and she goes is the right way..and im like uhhh i mean i dont live here how would i know???and she's is like walk walk and looks across the road and goes oh yes it is..its soo funny..and after that she said that its too hot, the sun was getting into her brains and she couldnt take it anymore..hahaha..so she said imagine if we got lost, what would happen, we would be stuck in the middle of nowhere with a choc cake mud and puff pastries..and all we had was that..and rachels parents couldnt pick us up..cause they didnt know where we were..and neither did we..wow amazing isnt it?eventho we had 2 mobile phones. So our plan was to eat the choc cake mud and somehow warm the puff pastries with our scrap magazines with paris hilton on the cover (hence the reason why its scrap) and make fire with it..and since it was australia we could just dig the ground and maybe we might find water..i mean you never know!!!!! its australia

and we walked into the boulevard where the houses were, the thing is that the houses all looked the same although they are all soo different in their many ways?????but seriously they really look the same hmmm....well anyways moving on..we were walking some more and i asked rachel is this the right way and she goes...hmmm maybe..then confirms with a oh yes it is..interesting..and to think that she lives there how fun is fun that man..but anyways we had a good time talking and basically catching up you know and im really thankful for her family for letting me staying in their place soo nice of them (:

We decided to go to her backyard to put the hammock and just chill on it..so me being functionally retarded, because according to rachel i go under the sun too much, i couldnt balance myself properly it was hilarious LOL..but we finally managed to get on and it was cool..UNTIL one very SENSELESS/NOISY bird decided to the unthinkable.."PLOP"......BIRDSHITTTTTTTTTTTTT...and rachel screams hahahahah and i was like what crap hahahaha so yeah we decided to keep the hammock..smart choice, rachel says..

after that we had dinner and the food was amazing , it was delicious (: and to top that, we had our choc cake mud with heaps and heaps of ice cream..and wow the cheap choc cake mud was really really good (:

oh and after that we played cluedo!!! for the first time..and boy did rachel have to repeat the rules over and over again..but yeah it was cool until the point we played "PICTIONARY"....wow that game is amazing i tell you..its absolutely fabulous..it really tests your communication skills and drawing skills..and we won whooot ahhaha and it was not easy either..we got words like swiss cheese, bermuda shorts, eclipse but it was all done in less than 60 seconds..you know its not that easy but we managed to win which was soo cool..alright its been a long day..and so will it be tmr again..we're going to go shopping whooot ahhaha till next time,

come on baby we aint gonna live 4ever
let me show you all te things that we could do
let them say what they wanna say
cause tonight
i just dont really care

Difficult week

Wow its amazing how time passes by so quickly and everything just passed by so quickly..and everything went wrong again..with friends, life, everything..its really depressing..i never go thru a week where its normal. something must happen, even this week i cant believe its happening..people just dont learn eh? they just have to go on and on about stuff and they dont know how much people hate them for who they are? I thought you were ok.. i still do but im just gonna put it aside and be there no matter what..im not gonna let this matter affect anything at all because its just plain stupid for me to even care why should i let this even affect me? You know you were never there for me at all when i needed someone..why should i even be there for you?im just gonna move on and pretend that this never happened..and stop pretending that its ok when we both know that it isnt..

anyways it started when storm left rockstar supernova..devastating blow for me but yet it was a big one..i hoped that she would win eventho i know she wasnt gonna win..you know how sometimes you just want someone to do well but you know they arent good enough to win the competition..just like what happened on sunday morning and monday morning when Justine was against Sharapova..i wanted Justine to win so badly and yet i knew that Sharapova was gonna win because she wanted to win it more than Justine..so yeah its sad but meh what can you do? you win some you lose some..the world does not revolve around you at all..so yeah same thing happened on Monday Morning..i woke up specially to watch the match between Federer and Andy Roddick at like 4am..pssh i've been waking up too early these few days its just annoying but yes anyways i wanted Andy to win very badly but i just knew that Federer was gonna win..oh well...

So yeah i havent been on good terms with most of my friends..i question their committment in the relationship and i dont see it there at all..maybe its true that only a few can be good friends and only a handful can be best friends..and i derno but i guess i just trust people too much and really give them my all when i dont have to..and i only have to give them a small bit to them because i know im not gonna get anything back..

I just love working as a waiter i think its soo fulfilling (: everytime when i serve customers and they smile after their meal and thank me for serving them, it brings a smile on my face and im so happy that they are happy although the food sucks big time but yeah ahah im just happy they enjoyed their experience there tho it sucks REALLY badly but shh i did not say that..

I went out with rach for lunch yest..i brought her to my chinese tuitions place..it was amazing and the food was soo good its a shame it isnt doing well ): oh well i'll try to go there more often (:


And today i went out with my sec school friends for sushi..haha miss them heaps and yeah im happyi met up with them..you know we had good times in sec school being in the same class and all we always hang out together..

im soo tired now and sad..

maybe theres beauty in goodbye
there's just no reason left to try
you pushed me away
another black day
lost count of the reasons left to cry
look what you've missed
living like this
nobody wins...

freedom freedom!

Im so happy that exams are finally over (: but the weird thing is that when exams are over, it always seems to be that you're really free and you have nothing else to do..because all that time spent on studying is now spent on doing nothing..and you find yourself so free and you just crave to do something and you NEED to do it..lol well i derno ahahahah im just gonna rot ahhahaha...

So yes on saturday finally met up with Charmaine after ages..i think it was like 2 months or something?such a long time hahaha but it was good catching up aye.. talking and stuff and catching up on each others lives..

we watched love wrecked..it was hilarious hahaha but i thought shes the man was better..but yeah still a good show nonetheless...We went to fish & co. for dinner.wow hahahaha i miss it soo much.havent eaten it for ages but yeah it was really good (: after dinnner we just sat there and talked for like hours..and it was really nice (: and we had alot of fun and yeah it was a good night (:

it was actually a bad day for me..i wasnt myself cause i was like i derno. its just one of those i woke up on the wrong side of the bed days where you just dont feel like doing anything and you're kinda like in a bad mood and depressed but im glad i went out and had fun (:


On sunday..i had heaps of good food in church cause it was my annivesary so happy haha we all dressed up and im soo glad that im my church cant believe that but yeah and candice haahha awww she's such a good friend of mine she's really dear to me and yes i dont know what i'll do without her (: she and ben are great together and im so happy for them..cant wait to take her out for her birhday dinner im sure we're gonna have heaps of fun bitching and making fun of people like we always do hahahah LOUIS VUTTON!!!!!!!here we come LMFAO

oh i went to crystal jade with my family for dinner..aww it was such a good time..ohoh i went for a photoshoot with my WHOLE family in the afternoon..and yes i went out with my dad, mum, sis and younger brother to the crystal jade in taka..you know me right im quite anti chinese food haha it was like super cheena and im not like accoustomed to it at all but meh i still went along after much persuation..but yeah when i stepped into the restaurant..my jaw literally dropped..OMFG its sooooooo classy and amazing..and its my colours haha black and red (; and the food OMFG its to DIE for lietrally its soo effin good i cant believe my eyes and my mouth hahahaha..right anyways it was good basically and after that we went downstairs to get desserts..and i finally got my brownies that i wanted soo freaking badly and went i took my first bite, i thought i was in heaven..im telling you its like soooooooooooo good..you should really try it..and yeah then we went to do a little bit of shopping and lettme tell you my brother is soo weird he has a weird taste for everything, music, movies and whatever that moves or whatever that you can see..he's nuts but yes

i've had a fun weekend for sure and not to mention a jam packed one as well (:

Top 75 songs of the 3/4 year

I usually do commentary for all my songs and a short paragraph on the reason why i like it..i was supposed to post a half a year one but i didnt have enough time to..but yes there will be a full write up at the end of the year..for now this is just what i've got..do note that some songs are really old and they are still on the charts..its just songs that i like

Top 75 songs of the 3/4 year

75. Aly & Aj - Chemicals React
74. S Club - Never Had A Dream Come True
73. Sugababes - Stronger
72. The All-American Rejects - Top Of The World
71. Sugababes - Follow Me
70. Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes
69. Tammin Sursok - Whatever Will Be
68. Shakira - Hips Dont Lie
67. Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
66. Repeat Offender - Red 4 You
65. Zac Efrron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens - Start Of Something New
64. Kate DeAraugo - Faded
63. t.A.T.u - All About Us
62. Yellowcard - Only One
61. Zac Efrron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens - Breaking Free
60. Beyonce - Deja Vu
59. Hilary Duff - Beat Of My Heart
58. Kelly Clarkson - Gone
57. Ashley Parker Angel - Let U Go
56. The Pussycat Dolls - Beep feat. Will.i.am
55. S.O.S (Rescue Me) - Rihanna
54. Ryan Cabrera - Its You
53. Ryan Cabrera - True
52. Kaci Brown - Make You Love Me
51. S Club - Natural
50. The Veronicas - Mother Mother
49. The All-American Rejects - Straightjacket Feeling
48. Cassey Chambers - Whats Going On
47. Repeat Offender - Broken Wings
46. Repeat Offender - Smaller & More Efficient
45. Panic! At The Disco - The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage
44. October Fall - Caught In The Rain
43. The All-American Rejects - Stab My Back
42. Yellowcard - Lights And Sounds
41. Rihanna - Unfaitful
40. The Pussycat Dolls - Stickwityou
39. Mandy Moore - I Wanna Be With You
38. The Pussycat Dolls - Dont Cha
37. Howie Day - I Collide
36. The Click Five - Catch Your Wave
35. The Veronicas - How Long
34. The Veronicas - Did Ya Think
33. Aly & Aj - Rush
32. The Veronicas - Revolution
31. The Veronicas - Speechless
30. Katharine McPhee - Somewhere Over the Rainbow
29. Kaci Brown - Instigator
28. Kelly Clarkson - Walk Away
27. Delta Goodrem - Together We Are One
26. Ryan Cabrera - From The Start
25. Kaci Brown - SOS
24. Britney Spears - And Then We Kiss
23. The Afters - Beautiful Love
22. The Veronicas - Mouth Shut
21. The Veronicas - Heavily Broken
20. Hilary Duff - Supergirl
19. Hilary Duff - Fly
18. Ryan Cabrera - Shine On
17. The Pussycat Dolls - Buttons
16. The All-American Rejects - Move Along
15. Ryan Cabrera - I Will Remeber You
14. Nick Lachey - Whats Left Of Me
13. The All-American Rejects - Dirty Little Secret
12. The Veronicas - Leave Me Alone
11. The Veronicas - Nobody Wins
10. Lifehouse - You And Me
9. Ryan Cabrera - Photo
8. Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You
7. Ryan Cabrera - Fall Baby Fall
6. Katharine McPhee - My Destiny
5. Kaci Brown - Unbelievable
4. The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart
3. Jojo - Too Little Too Late
2. The Veronicas - 4ever
1. The Veronicas - Everything Im Not

Happy Happy DAYS!!!!!!!!!

Words cannot describe the happiness that i feel right now! im just soo liberated and excited im going insane!!!! yesterday was an extremely happy day for me!

I FINISHED MY EXAMS WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


haha i was soo happy..i went out with priya and steph..we went to eat and stuff then went to watch the devil wears prada..it was a good show basically not too bad..but i derno why i felt weird the whole day..maybe it was just wrong i guess?i derno?

After that i went for dinner with rach, amanda, wine, sharyl, clarissa, debb and serena..we had so much fun..talking and laughing..and after that me wine and amanda and rach went shopping whoot whoot hahaha..and yeah it was fun aye! i had fun yesterday but i was dead tired..

ok im too lazy to blog maybe i'll do it later..

feck it i hate piano!