Wishlist for Christmas!

Yes yes come here to see what you can buy for me LMFAO
hahahahaha okok im kidding..this is just what i plan to get!! (:

1. Veronicas Album - The Asian Ed, i bought 2 for my friends already, just not one for myself ):
2. Anthony Calleas New Album
3. Kaci Brown - Instigator - i know i;ve been wanting this for sooo long already LOL
4. A Black Vest that has no buttons
5. Veronicas Dvd - Exposed
6. Veronicas Single - Leave Me Alone
7. Ipod Video
8. Laptop
9. New blue jeans
10. New Long sleeve white shirt
11. For the veronicas to come to singapore
12. a new best friend
13. A NEW JOB!!!!
14. a new phone
15. A new bag - maybe still considering..dont know if i need one
16. MORE DVDs ahahah

ok thats all for now!

So SO tired..

I havent been blogging in ages i realized..haha yes my WHOLE class knows my blog add thanks to some WONDERFUL person..

anywhos..yes im damn tired right now..such a tiring week..it started off with conveyancing, how convinient, well yes and im stilll tired now..busy doing the law shirts and stuff? also my fam law project..ahh im trying my best but omg haha its not going anywhere..and i doubt i can get anything done today man..really not in the mood to, maybe i'll just complete my real outline and then i'll be easier for me to write it out from there.

Me and rach went for the opening of IKEA today at tampines..funny how its tampines when its SOOOOOOOOOO near pasir ris..but meh haha anywhos wow it was PACKED LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!! we just randomly decided to go there after our world issue class which was as usual a complete waste of time..and OMG i thought it was just our teacher that was weird but WOW almost all of them are..haha Naresh said this: "what are those shoes that she's wearing, must be hush puppies" LMFAO hahaha i said the same thing except without the hush puppies part, well yes and we found a supermarket girl ahah she dresses like one, and all she thinks about is that as well..and OMG priyas class has soo many annoying people..i really pity her..thank goodness im not in her class, might die..

anywhos back to Ikea hahaa yes we had to actually queue to get in..amazing aint it and yeah we finally got in, got free stuff, did heaps of chrissy shopping bought presents and what not and many other things..damn fun hahaha and saw so many nice stuff that we wished we had the money to buy, but yes sadly we try to act rich but yes we're not haha..we bought biscuits too haha SINGOALLA (((: yay hahahahaa you HAVE to try those biscuits man..they are f***ing good man!!!! best in the whole world (: yeah had soo much fun today tho, really enjoyed myself..lol i didnt expect myself to want to go to ikea on its opening day but yes it was a pleasant experience tho it was super packed, but its my first time going for an opening ceremony thing, so yes its always good to try something new all the time right? no harm trying, you wouldnt know until you've experienced it but yes im not disappointed at all..oh oh and the food (: hahahahaha shhhhh!


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what are friends really for?
for you to use them at your disposal?
for you to call them when you only need them?
for you to chuck when you dont need them?
for you to play around with?
for you to be with because you have nobody else to be with?
whatever your definition is, honestly i dont care..
its the end..
im sick of all your shit,
its friendSHIP, not friendSLAVE,
its a relationship that you have to build, not one where your friend is your slave to you and does everything you ask them to...

i've tried so hard to be the one,
now i dont like who i've become
its just too little too late...

OMG i took a bus to schoolol!

OMG i took a bus to school yesterday! Can you believe it?shit man wtf?
I TOOK A FREAKING BUS TO SCHOOL!

you have no idea how degrading it is..seriously..i cant take the bus like normal people do i just dont! OMG like HELLO people like ME dont take the bus to schoool..



ok right ahahahha im JUST KIDDING LMFAO i take the bus everyday! i love it (: best thing in sg man haha esp my bus pass yayness ahah i can use it and take as many buses as i want! YAY i love buses!

right ok My Teacher was on MC today!!!!!!! ARGH soo pissfying!!!!! he didnt come to CLASS..and i actually PREPARED my tutorial and read 6 cases, i think 3 full cases and 3 headnotes..but still omg not happy..and it was a 9 am class and i have nothing after that so basically my 2 hour class became nothing and yes i had to go home..


ohhoh i had to go to law soc to get some fam law books..wow that place quite cool..and my parents took me out shopping today and i bought some formal wear and stuff and also i got food yay!!!! FOOOOOOOOOODDDDDD haha i had doughnuts! (((((((: hahahahaah and my cousin brought back krispy kremes, i must say that the original tastes 01273189273192461287461278416274162 times better than the assorted ones..ok right i love doughnuts (:

happy happy day oh yes shit it rained..i hate the rain..

No comments

Ok i have nothing to say at all..bla

boring week very very boring..and yes im moving!

biatches!!!!!!!!

ok yes over my depressed weekend last week thankfully..but this week brings new things f***!

anywhos i was really happy on monday, went to watch material girls with rach and amanda haha its damn funny lol if you have a lot of money and you have nothing else better to do or watch, go catch this one..its corny and lame but yes you just cant stop laughing LMAO i enjoyed it (: ohoh i also had a post depression symptom..eating disorder..i was like eating like crazy ahahha i love food..i feel like eating donuts right now lol cravings..

so yeah rush rush rush with school work more conveyancing AHHHH..but yeah im begining to like it more and more? its a good thing..i derno well yeah busy doing my tuts and studying for my exams..

finally the wc project ended after soo much confusion..eventho there still is confusion but meh im just gonna settle it myself. Apparently some people are inefficient!

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had family law today ahha damn funny..there was tension at first with everyone cause everyone was so quiet and stuff and no one said a word. Ashwin looked at me and asked me what to do and i said urm i derno..so he asked me to ask Mr F what to do so i was like no you ask..haha then he did phew hahahaha..so yes Ashwin is my bestest friend in class, the nicest most caring friend anyone could ever have..*rolls eyes* and also a great friend LOL..haha so yeah it was damn funny haha i made a fool out of myself yet again. We were doing this question which had Charlie in it..so i wasnt paying attention and all of a sudden Mr F said ok Charlie..and i was like Mr F, Charlie isnt in our class anymore and everyone laughed HAHAHAHAHAH ok yes another stupid moment!

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i really really dont like my parents now..they are f***ing c***s..really like they think they are SOOO perfect that they are the best parents in the world and no one else can compare to them and everyone should just worship them because they are the best! YAY i have the best parents in the world. NOT!!!!!! its just what they think..like they dont even spare a thought for you at all? I've been wanting to quit my piano for i have no idea how long and everyone around me knows this and knows that this has been going on for ages, and i tried to tell my parents SEVERAL times that i really want to quit piano, BUT they just DONT listen..and now when i excute plan B, which was not going for lessons and totally ignoring the teacher, they are mad at me for not sitting down with them and talking to them about it and discussing it with them..when i ACTUALLY did but they werent LISTENING at all..they say they do but they dont..all they care about is STILL their OTHER son..really i have NO idea whats so good about him? like they listen to EVERY word that he says..and they NEVER listen to anything i say..SOOO F***ING PISSED!!!!!!!!

my mum promised me that she wouldnt push me and that taking up diploma in piano was my own jurisdiction.guess what she did? she actually said this. ok im giving you till next year to finish your diploma..you HAVE to you MUST finish it and your theory too..wow i wonder whats that called?more like DURESS instead of pressure because it isnt at all..like AHHHHHH i just feel like running away from home and never coming back at all..okok now i need to go shopping for a big bag to put my clothes in ok thats my next thing to buy when i go shopping! something cheap haha im broke..

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yes but ohoh i had lunch with Priya yest..it was nice (: and yest was a good day haha..it was Too Little Too Late Day, everywhere i went was just basically that song..i heard that song everywhere i went ahha damn cool even on tv and on the radio ahha (:

till next time...

i tried so hard to be the one
now i dont like who i become

Lost for words

I really have nothing else to say..ive let everyone around me down..theres just no reason left to try anymore..im tired..very tired of this..im sorry but this is the only way...i really really give up!

Hold your head up high
You're never wrong
Somewhere in the right
You belong
You would rather fight
Than walk away

What a lonely way
To breathe the air
What an unlovely way
To say you care
And now we're too far gone
For me to save

And I never thought that we'd come to this...

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(No one's wrong or right, you would rather fight, than walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(Now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Lost count of the reasons to cry
Now look what you've missed
Living like this
Nobody wins

Searching for the truth
In your eyes
I find myself so lost
I don't recognize
The person now that you
You claim to be

Don't know when to stop
Or where to start
You're just so caught up
In who you are
And now you're far too high
For me to see

And I never thought that we'd to come to this...

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
There's just no reason left to try
You push me away
Another black day
Lost count of the reasons to cry
Now look what you've missed
Living like this
Nobody wins

You
You never say you're sorry
Try to tell me that you love me
But don't
It's too late
To take it there

Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
There's just no reason left to try
You push me away
Another black day
Lost count of the reasons to cry
Now look what you've missed
Living like this
Nobody wins

End of the week

Ok i had class today and finally fam law YAYNESS ahahhaah i love fam law heaps man its damn damn fun (:

So yes typical (inserts my teahcers name in), he went around asking the class, so what has changed this sem about you? So basically everyone started going oh you know im more motivated to do well and bla bla bla so it came to my turn, he asked me so what has changed about you other than the fact that you're really busy(thanks to the many projects that i have on hand, mainly the wc and other stuff) and i told him that im more refreshed this sem, maybe its because i've got a burdern off my shoulder..and he asked me what burdern it was and i told him that i quit my piano and my mum does not know but it doesnt matter..so he was like wow haha thats interesting and he said wow rebel at heart hahaa..and then he shared with the class about his experiences in life and how he was very similar to me in that he also took piano all the way to grade 8 and his brother had the change to escape that horrible torture, while to his dismay he didnt. Exactly the same thing as me, all my other siblings escaped this bad dream that never ends..but finally i did haha and he said this after.. get out get out while you still can..lol it was DAMN funny haha but at least he agreed with me and yeah that was a good thing, at least having someone on your side whooots..

so yeah then i went home cause like i was so tired..and then guses what?like 10 mins later i was back out of the house forced to go for my tutorial..but meh it was ok ahah it was a short one which lasted for less than an hour..so i called my mum asking her if she could pick me up or something and she said ok fine i'll turn around cause she just finished and left..the funny part was that she called back and asked if i really went for class and if i skipped it because my class was soo short she didnt believe it LOL ahhaah i mean i already went to school..and i stayed there for 1 hour, why would i be so stupid to skip and go home after 1 hour?i'll just go home straight..i wouldnt do stupid things like that!

Come on baby we aint gonna live 4ever!!!!!!!!!

The Veronicas 4ever!

Wow its been one freaking awesome smashing year since i started like the veronicas and i must say this year has been really great for me and so much has happened and their songs have always been there to help me thru those difficult times..for those who dont know, music is my life and without it i am nothing..i listen to it for every occasion and it gives me strength!

So yes the veronicas 4ever!!!!!! ok thats it ahah i derno what to say too lazy!

I tried so hard to be the one..

Well well well..we meet again, half and hour more and its gonna be 1 year officially that the veronicas have been number 1 in my life (: well its been a long time.all the love and hate, and all the songs that i've listen to, i must say that the veronicas have become a great part of my life..the question is if its a good thing or a bad thing..i really have no idea myself..

So we had law meeting today and before that i had my world issues class..i really have nothing to say about my class really because like omg the person who actually teaches me this subject, really really cannot make it at all..even the price tag on the Persons's shoes are still on and the color combi is super super weird..how can anyone match ok fine i really cant even say it, its DISGRACEFUL! and you have no idea what you're talking about half the time and you're so confused over what you're doing it confuses me when i came in with a right mind..and you gave someone 2 smileys when all they did was just be the first person to volunteer..ok im not against that person or anything so dont get offended but seriously wtf man?asking questions isnt good enough to justify ourselves?talking alot in class and iterracting with the class ALOT isnt good enough of an answer?ok then i have no idea what your requirements are because they are just f'ed up!!! and omg pink bag with your color combi..that is soo typcial blondeness..another DISGRACEFUL act..i cant believe im your studen..it puts me to shame..

Anyways, me and rach went shopping after that and i finally got a white tie from topman and she got a jumper from zara which was super cool (: , so we saw some people that thought that they were really big important people that everyone had to bow down to them and worship them because they are supposedly "famous" urm ok? like i mean ive seen people like you and they dont act the same way that you do? you just thought that you owned the whole shop and you were just acting disgracefully..thats just really wrong because i mean like wow big deal man..i really can take people who actually DONT show off..like i met a couple a few weeks ago and they were really nice about it and really cool and polite but they didnt act like stuck up people..what i really cannot stand is that if people are stuck up and think that they are greater than everyone around them..it really annoys the hell out of me and pisses me off..i dont care if you're the richest person in the world, because even if you are, it doesnt mean that you can flaunt whatever you have and think that you're better than anyone else, even if you are at least you can just show some respect and dont act as tho you own everything because its disgraceful..

and yes law inc meeting was aight..

thats all..

i should have told you from the start,
that this was never meant to last
we should have never gone this far..

Nobody Wins..

Wow 2 weeks of school have passed and now we're all in the 3rd week..time really does fly haha..

today was a good day..i laughed like crazy and yeah its just one of the not so well how should i put it..urm "blonde" days ahhaha..

Shahira: i think you've lost your brains after you cut your hair, all your smartness got snipped off..

LOL hahaha i have to agree to a certain extent..i guess i was just saying stupid stuff and doing stupid things today and yes it was hilarious..i actually said this OUT LOUD in class.."is it me or am i just hot?" LOL HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA what i meant to say was is it me or do i feel really hot here but it came out all wrong haha and the whole class heard it and started laughing..hilarious man i tell you...super embarrassing...

yes and ashwin added to my wonderful "blondeness" today..haha i was laughing nonstop thanks to him..in the morning before class, during lunch and during accounting lol haha and priya was there too..lol my stomach was aching by the time i finished laughing..so many jokes were made it was just crazy haha..good times..good times..

so yes im excited to see whats gonna happen next..catching up with old friends and really talking to them about everything..i really miss talking to priya and its good that we're gonna meet up and stuff..and steph and vanessa too..really cool stuff man cant wait this sat! and next week with my classmates! cool stuff well i guess im gonna be super busy and yeah im working really hard to do well..

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i was in church yesterday and i met this guy from new zealand..he currently lives in singapore and i was just talking to him and stuff, and try to get to know him cause im supposedly the "befriender" but yes haha im hopeless as usual..and while talking, he commented that i have a little bit of an australian accent hahaha i was like wow really? thats cool man ahahha WHOOOOT (:

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Priya and i were such idiots to believe whatever you told us..we wanna eradicate you from our lives..because its useless talking to you, you're like some dry leaf that just crumbles all time..so flaky..and so fickle minded..you never seem to be able to tell what you're doing and how you're acting and you can never decide for yourself..even if you manage to compose yourself, we're still not talking to you..we dont need you in our lives..really..so its too little too late!

Its just too little too late
A little too wrong, and i cant wait
You know all the right things to say.
You say, you dream about my face
But you dont like me,
You just like the chase..
To be real,
It doesnt matter anyway..
You know its just too little too late..

Annoying people

There are just some people in the world that are just soo freaking annoying they think that they are so great and they are better than us in every way, that just sucks so badly.

They are too high and mighty that they cannot stoop down to your level and actually give you some respect..i think for someone to think that they are so great its just ridiculous..how can you expect people to listen to you when you dont listen to them? you think you're soooo great but you're really not at all..Just because you're a cut above the rest doesnt mean that you have the right to flaunt about it! its just disgraceful! really..

Urgh people need to learn to respect people..its not gonna get you anywhere at all..

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i hate you soo much, the thought of you just gives me chills,
stupid asshole!