Why am i still your friend?

You know im questioning myself, asking myself why i even bother being friend, why i even bother caring anymore? After all that you've done to me..the fact is, and i know its hurting but truth is, you've never changed at all..not one bit..i dont see anything at all honestly..its just not like before anymore you know we used to be good friends and all and close so at least i could see whats happening but after we've drifted apart and got back together again, i thought i saw a change in you, you being different from before but i wa wrong..

People kept telling me that you're still the same old person but you know what?i chose not to believe whatever they said and give you a chance..but chance after chance just passes by and what do i get?the exact same thing?come on surely you of all people, a smart person would be able to fake it..well times up..im sorry but game over..that was just the last straw..really being your friend is so bad i'd rather be friends with the wall? at least i know i can lean on a wall if i need someone to talk to and the wall would at least hear me? and you, you just urgh nvm i totally give up why do i even bother..

thanks alot but you're just too little too late!